Monday, September 22, 2008

The screaming child




My babay screams so much.He screams all the time.He is in no pain other than maybe some gas pain but he has been to the doctor and he is healthy.Jack is almost 2 months old.How long will he do this?? Is it normal??When will I ever sleep again??I am so tired and stressed even though my wonderful family is here to help me out.I sometimes feel like a terrible mother.I have horrible thoughts late at night when he cries.I would never hurt him but some nights I curse at him and I cry and almost wish things could go back to the way they were before I got pregnant.I hear that feeling this way is normal but it makes me feel so awful!

Thursday, September 18, 2008

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

It has been a long time

I have been so busy caring for my newborn that I haven't hardly had time to brush my hair so I certainly have not been able to blog.I will start back now but it will be short and sweet and not nearly as often.
I will have pictures sometime today of my nieces Ballerina birthday party!!! She turned one and we had a fun little party.Her mommy sure put on the dog for her.My sister is a wonderful mom.